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Time for work

August 7th, 2006 Posted in Uncategorized | 1 Comment »

Good Morning. Today is Monday, I have work in one hour. Once again I’m sorry for the lack of recent updates, I’ve had trouble finding time to work on just about anything as of late. That will lead me to my first topic… I’m working on a fairly large/complicated projected but I can’t find time to do it in.. I work from 8:00 – 2:30 and I hangout until 10:00 after that… its tricky but there must be some way to factor in one hour of work a day, I really want this to work and I’ve got to figure out how to pull it off…. Let’s add a “hrm” to the time management board.

Second topic, College is coming rather quickly. As you can see from my header picture thingy, I die August 22nd. That’s the date I am removed from existance, the world goes on without me, everything I’ve built for the past forever will have to survive without me… Actually that’s move in day… I also like to think of it as dying.. but I’m wierd like that. Its two weeks and 1 day away, and I don’t want to spend that time doing things that I want.. I want to spend that doing what other ppl want, that would make me most happy.

Thirdly, I would like some advice, advice from Brian about one month away… what did I forget to bring to college? What did I messup on the way? etc etc… actually, there are lots of topics I’d like advice on but I won’t ask anyone. Past experience has told me a “don’t ask don’t do anything” policy might be best.. who knows? everyone but me

Fourth, I need a haircut. Please let me know when I can get one.. My head feels very not well and combing it did not help…. please… sometime… 🙁

Fifth, I need to clean up this pile of aqua colored pencil shavings but I haven’t had time to clean house much.

Six, Ok.. I’m hungry.. time to rush to get ready for work.. catcha later amigos!

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eat up!

July 31st, 2006 Posted in Uncategorized | 1 Comment »

My grandfather (mom’s dad) was a Navy Dentist.. and mom feels she has some kind of dental knowledge because of that. Today, for some freaky reason she decided to look at my teeth and deamed my smile “ugly” and “crooked”. At dinner she repeated the investigation and determined I need braces, or to see the orthodontist again. UGH…. I thought I was done with braces two years ago… but no, of course not… Mom and Dad both agree… mom thinks my teeth will determine if I can get a job, while appearance is a factor, knowledge is as well…grrr

and in other news… someone started eating a special cookie katie and I baked… it was very large and going to be very yummy to share.. i go to grab one of the normal sized ones around it and presto, our cookie is now shaped like a tiny moon. I made sure my family knew who baked those, bought them, etc… like they care.

My mom can be one of the rudest people you’ll ever meet. While she pretends to act all nice, deep down she’s not.. she was so mean I don’t think I can repeat it. She needs to realize not everyone is like her, and frankly.. I never want to be in a relationship with anyone like her…

UGH…. Braceface Brian in college…that was the complete backfire of the plan.. the idea was wear them in Middle/High School to get it over with before college… great plan mom 🙁

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Presidental Parentals

July 30th, 2006 Posted in Uncategorized | 1 Comment »

Grrr, I just got off the phone with my parents. They spent the weekend in Vermont, leaving Kevin and I home alone. That was very nice that mom was finally able to trust us. We didn’t burn the house down, ate food, and acted responsible. Mom should be proud but won’t.

They called this morning checking the usual status of things. What time did we go to bed, what did we eat, etc etc. She asked what my plans were for the day, I responded the usual “I dunno, hangout” which is probably true. Its a weekend in summer, I won’t be “working” or doing anything important. She responded “well, plan on being home for supper” which is aka for we’re having a family meal. I hate it when she “kicks” Katie out, she has no reason to… she’s done nothing wrong at all… mom is just wierd like that.

Dad isn’t much better. When they got home they immediately started grilling me on how much money I spend a week, I said I have no clue.. really, I don’t. I haven’t kept reciepts or anything of that sort. Its my money, I should be able to do what I want with my savings. I know that it’s already been taken and locked into accounts I have no control over, and even when I do have some control things continue to fall apart.

I am a reciepient of RPI’s “Presidental Award”. My reward for recieving the award is a free laptop package RPI value’s at $2000.. I put it closer to $1700. This raises a fairly large problem as I purchased a laptop not to long ago, (7/13) for the pricetag of $1600, saving my parents $400 from the amount I was allowed to spend on one. Dad said I had $2000 to spend on whatever laptop I wanted, I didn’t freakout and go crazy.. I stayed within the limit hoping maybe I could get the difference. I spent the past 2 weeks working on configuring it to meet rpi’s standards as well as mine. It took about a week to get a tri-boot system with XP, Vista, and Linux running… nevermind the time to find drivers for everything. I installed applications from RPI as well as my “personal” collection… I installed and activated software, such as Macromedia Suite 8 that I cannot move to another machine, as well as Visual Studio .net 2003 Professional which I won in a programming contest.. it alone is worth close to $500.

You can guess what my parents thought, lets return the dell, take the freebie. Your past 2 weeks of work have been a waste, that software doesn’t really matter at all.. its just software.. we can call them or something… having two laptops is stupid… how many kida will have more than one computer with them… $1600 is a lot….. I’ll call dell…

Ugh, I have buying cloning farm computers, I know what they do to them… that’s my job.. the faster you can clone the better… RPI is giving me a cloned computer for free, with minimal options to customize it. I cannot reinstall my operating system, I get 0 cd’s, all I get is access to a cloning farm if it dies. They like the term “commonality”… I think of commonality from a security standpoint… all systems are the same.. that means one virus or malignant code can shutdown a majority of the campus… imagine a entire town of people having the same deficiency in their immune system.. one sick person can close down the town…

Grrr… can’t I take it as a prize, a “bonus”, a gift… not a replacement. I know the $1600, like the $400 will never appear to me. I will never actually be able to spend it on anything I want, I’ll be forced to spend it on Parent-approved items.. such as.. i dunno.. NOTHING.

By the way… my mom thinks this award is a gimmick to give away extra laptops… no congradulations from her…

Update…. dad just attacked… He, recognizing I was upset.. offered that I could take my desktop pc as well as the laptop I won… I’m still not a huge fan of the idea of having a huge box.. but its a start… please..dell.. if ur reading this… you don’t want my laptop… it has software you don’t like… like matlab and maple.. eww…

Ugh

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