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RPI Town Meeting

March 18th, 2008 Posted in College | 1 Comment »

I had the pleasure yesterday of attending Dr. Shirley Ann Jackson’s annual spring town meeting entitled “New Directions for Renesselaer.” As a student at Rensselaer Polytechnic Institute, I feel its my responsibility to be moderately well informed as to the direction the institute which I pay > $30,000 a year is headed in. While I haven’t found a transcribed version of the speech to site, I have found this streaming video.

Its not often I would blog about something like this, because typically I just think to myself “well that was boring, I’m glad thats done” but this meeting didn’t seem to have an end, it seemed much more like a beginning to me. I guess for those who have been at RPI longer than I, Dr. Jackson’s change has been happing for some time; but for me, as a sophmore here, I found the change to be different from the previous course. In past “change” involved building things, like EMPAC, ECAV, the Biotech Center, CCNI, etc but the significant changes brought forth in this town meeting were cultural and organizational changes. I would argue these changes effect students much more than a new building, or upgraded facilities.

My first sign that something was up came when I spotted the increased security presence. In the past meetings I’ve attended there have always been 2 plain clothes high-ranking public safety officers present, as well as the public safety director. At this most recent meeting, there appeared to be one plain clothes officier per entrance to the DCC (4), plus the public safety director, plus a man wearing a badge who I suspect was from Troy PD (he was accompaining the public safety director). They also had fancy ear-pieces in use… except for the public safety director who wore a more traditional “cell-phone” style earpiece. I don’t recall these in past years, but I’m not 100% sure of this change. I’m not quite sure what they were expecting the crowd to do that would have been best protected while gaurding the entrances… were we all going to get up to leave or something? I don’t know.

Dr. Jackson informed us tuitution was going up 5.9%, I was expecting something like that. Of course to downplay that fact, financial aid is going up 10 million dollars.. which is great for those who benefit from said programs. The other, more interesting, change she informed us of (I almost said “proposed”, but that implies that it hasn’t already been agreed upon) is the restructuring of the Residence Life program. My understanding, which isn’t crystal clear, indicated to me that greek like would now fall under residence life, and there would be a series of “clusters” created within the residence hall enviroment, as well as greek enviroments, to “better” poker en ligne sans argentjuego de dados pokerjuego streep pokertorneos pokerpoquer lineadescargar texas holdemjuegos de polli pokerel juego de pokerpoker portales webcartas de poker gratisjuegos de poker para descargarstreep poker on linepoker caribe lineapoker internet gratistexas holdem,texas holdem descarga,jugar poker texas holdempoquer com esjuego poker omaha en lineastrip poker pc gametilt pokerfree poker downloadjuego al instante portales internetjugar poker webstrip poker flashjuegos de cartas de pokertexas holdem descarga gratiscaribbean poker portal webfive card studpoquer webreglas juego poker,juego poker,juego cartas pokercard gamblingcaribbean poker lineadescargar juego poker gratispoker game downloadpoker por internet gratisparadise poker,paradisepoker,paradisepoker.comjuego de poker online gratispacific poker compoker freepolli poquerjuego de poker pcpoker texas gratisjugar poker gratiscasino pokertexas holdem rulescomo jugar a pokerpoquer de dadosmultiplayer pokerjuegos streep pokerjuegos poker eroticopoker online gratuito group students together in such a setting as to promote academics and the related topics. I believe there would be “cluster deans” or people who over see these “clusters” who might even live in the dorms with students?

I understand the idea that these “clusters” might provide a valuable tool to help students succede and, better yet, help each other succede (imagine your entire floor being of the same major)… but I really feel this hurts students who are more interested in being indepedent, and doing things on their own. I can see other benefits for the university institute as well. If a bunch of students who are in a “cluster” all go off and do well for themselves, they are probably more likely to all donate financially back to the institute. The example that comes to mind is a bunch of students in a cluster starting some great company that makes tons of money and stuff. Since they are all such great friends, and the Great Institute of Rensselaer made them friends.. they will all donate large sums of money and everyone will be jolly. This cluster plan is very effecting at making those of us who go “my gosh he is a moron” several times a day in classes and just want to go off and do our own thing feel like an even greater outcast. No, I’m not calling you a moron. But I just wouldn’t want to be around some of these people 24/7. I am not a happy fun people loving person most of the time.

Another interesting point Dr. Jackson was the use of EMPAC, and her hopes it would become “the living room of campus”. I don’t know what she is thinking, but people rarely want to walk such a long ways to get to their living room. I got the feeling her goal has been to try and pull away from the student union, where students “unfortunately” have a lot of say. If I were to name one place the “living room” of current campus that would be the student union or a dorm room. Just because you build it, it isn’t guaranteed they will come. Maybe this “living room” she refers to is like my living room at home.. the one that nobody goes in and the furniture is all fancy and you’re afraid to touch anything or mom will yell at you… maybe its that living room. Thats why in my house we all gather in the “family room”.. where the “family” gathers.

Maybe this was just poor planning, or someone’s lack of PowerPoint skills, but during her presentation she repeaditly used org charts with terrible color choices. Like easter colors. Eww. Imagine a bunch of bright yellow boxes, with light blue text. It was awful. If those had been submitted as slides to go on TV I would have said no Dr. Jackson, please use TV safe colors. I couldn’t read a thing they said. This proved to be very helpful to me, as they presented the restructuring of residence life. Somewhere on there I fit it, under my class dean.. oh yea, forgot to mention that as well…. but I certainly couldn’t see it.

I’m not a big fan of mandating a foreign exchange program as part of the college experience. If RPI required me to study abroad when I had applied, I wouldn’t have gone here. I’m not opposed to studying abroad, and if my major was more condusive to these things I might have considered it.. but a requirement is one step to far for me. If I’m going to some strange foreign country (even a not strange one like England), I would want it to be on my terms.. not the institutes. I understand a cultural and global experience is great and all that, but some of us aren’t here for cultural and global experiences. Maybe RPI’s leadership should recognize that some students are here to learn, and do things.. and there isn’t much time for anything else thank you very much.

Of course the topic of Virtual Jihadi was brought up. For those of you out of the loop, RPI closed an art exhibit on campus where some guy was debuting a video game about killing people like the president. Google it for info. I respect the institutes decision to close the exhibit, Dr. Jackson explained the reasoning rather clearly to me and that made sense… except for the child pornography analogy.. that was dumb. I don’t agree with those who called the arts department (who sponsored the event) “a terrorist safehaven”.. but they can say what they want. Its not like Osama Bin Laden is hiding in EMPAC… but I’m not sure I’m comfortable with a videogame where you blow up President Bush. I guess we don’t have to be comfortable with art all the time, thats kinda what makes it art. During the debate, which sucked up a good 30-50 minutes of this town meeting a bunch of people asked dumb questions. What made the questions dumb wasn’t the fact that they were asked, but the fact it was the second or third time it was asked. If I hear Dr. Jackson’s reasons for closing the exhibit one more time my brain my explode… without killing the President. [I apologize if I trip the NSA/SS/CIA web crawlers.. you guys/girls shouldn’t waste your time here. My room back home is all American themed and I’m a law abiding citizen]. At points other members of the adminstration offered their views on the issue. One man, who seemed to a friend of Dr. Jackson from her nuclear days, even stated that Child Pornography was legal, but RPI would nevet host an exhibit on that. Whew, I am glad that was cleared up for me. I was worried those illicit photos of children might actually be illegal. The Provost kinda shoued at the audience while offering his thoughts, which I don’t appreciate. He also told me what to think, I really don’t like that… but I’m not him so what can I do.

That is all I have to say about that.

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Vacation Continues

March 13th, 2008 Posted in Life | 1 Comment »

So I’m just over halfway done with my week of spring break. It feels like the remainder of the week will be going by much faster than the first half. I have yet to do any of the homework I told myself I was going to catch up on, but thats kinda typical of me on vacation. I’ve kept busy during the day working on some code and computer things. Concerto is coming along. From what I can tell, significant progress continues on the backend. I figured out how to convert ppt files to images, which is good because I feared that would be a major sticking point. The trick is to use open office running in xvfb (a virtual framebuffer). The code will be posted at some point if people care.

Yesterday I started prototyping a new message board solution for SHHS. I was asked to add a page to the old message board system, and look into the ability to change font sizes. I had an idea how to take care of the font size issue, but after I started looking at the code I found adding a new page to be not very pleasant. It has the page a or page b flipping concert very heavily coded into it. It came out to be my fastest development process… a little over a day for both the front end and the backend. I sent the people who use it a link to demo it, so who knows what they will say. They might not like the idea of using a web browser to admin it, but I hope the new features offset that. My hope was to use an implementation of concerto for the project, but it was faster to rewrite everything from scratch.

My shoebox continues to cause me problems. Initially I thought it was the ram. One stick failed memtest86 so I RMA’ed that one. I tried to boot it but Windows XP continued to blue screen. Right now its finishing up testing the hard drive, but I really doubt that’s the problem. I guess this will push the problem to the motherboard or processor, unfortunately the two components I can’t switch out very easily. I’m going to go look at it in a few minutes, maybe something will enlighten me.

I’m almost level 2 in PMOG, which I don’t really understand how to play. I guess I’m suppose to leave things when I visit websites, but I don’t understand the associations I get.. they seem random. Maybe I am just doing it wrong… I do have 2 invites to give out.. lol.

I’m gonna go get a snack and mess around with that computer.

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Dentist

March 10th, 2008 Posted in Life, Problems | 4 Comments »

So this morning I went to visit the “oral surgeon” because I have to get my wisdom teeth taken out over the summer. They aren’t causing me pain or anything, but they will not fit in my mouth; or so I am told my the regular dentist. Everything was going well, and we were just about to be done meeting with the doctor when dumb Brian decided to pass out. I really don’t like it when I faint, its lame and embarrassing. Like if they were actually doing the procedure or something I would feel better about it, but were had just finished talking about it, and we weren’t even talking about the details. Maybe it was the BNC power cable the Dr had plugged into the lamp mounted on his head, I don’t know. I will have to adjust my fainting curve slightly to improve my prediction of when I will faint next. At least I didn’t start convulsing, that tends to scare people a little more than just passing out.. so I’ll commend myself for that one.

Of course in the process, a nurse (or somebody performing the role of a nurse) felt it necessary to violently rub my left shoulder after I woke up. I was dreaming something, and I am trying very hard to remember what it was. The internet might have been on a beach, I don’t really know. But that nurse “rubbing” my shoulder, she was more like kneading it as if it was bread. My left shoulder is now very sore and it hurts to move. I would say “I am lucky she didn’t dislocate it”, but thats less funny as of late.

I still feel not well but I am taking it easy today, rest will make me better I am sure. Stupid Brian with his fainting and heart beat nonsense. Its safe to say I’m nervous about most medical procedudes, especially ones that involve sharp objects (like xrays and all that are cool) but I’ve been trying very hard to convince my mind that it shouldn’t worry. I had achieved this state of mind up until Sat/Sun when everyone felt it critical to inform me how terribly scarry this procedure would be and how they were going to do this that and the other thing. Clearly my mind skills require further development. I will work on this.

In other news, I am on spring break. The mailman is here, I think I’m going to run down to get the mail to ensure my heart can still pump blood at a good rate. Brb, if I’m not back in like 5 it means I fainted. Ok I made it. Nothing good in the mail for me as always. In other news I’m recently re-frustrated at a bunch of stuff from winter break. I filled out all this paper work by myself, and it clearly stated that the responsible party (RP) would be the one who filled out the paperwork (and who’s name was on the paperwork) yet I find that everything is being handled by another party, which is very frustrating when the entire goal behind this was for me to be the RP and get to deal with everything but I’ve dealt with 0. Nothing has been mailed to me, no one has called or emailed me, even when I checked the “email takes precedence over calling me” box. I don’t understand where the exception lies in the contract, clearly not in any of the portions I signed an agreed to. Alas I digress…

Back on the fainting topic, I don’t like it when people say that because I faint I am clearly not eligible for a profession in the medical field, or that we are lucky you aren’t training to become a doctor. No, I am not interested in a position in the medical field, but I do believe that if I apply myself to something I can do just about anything. Clearly becoming the world strongest man isn’t something I could pull off over night, but there are plently of things I feel that with enough training, education, and dedication I could do.

I need to go recycle the cans & bottles. I really don’t care about the $3.45 I’ll be getting back, but doing a good thing for the enviroment is a good thing. Mom just returned from the store with some vitamens for me to take, clearly scooby doo shapes were the only ones I would eat. I guess when you require chewable pills it really limits the choices….

Time to recycle…

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