Brian's World

Loosing

For some reason I was sad yesterday, I really don’t know what made me feel sad but I didn’t want people to see me like that so I hid. Yes, I know that’s the childish thing to do, but I just really didn’t want to deal with certain people that frustrate me to the extreme. Well, when I finally gave up on my childish hiding game and came out it didn’t go as planned. Everyone ended up annoyed at me which didn’t make me feel any less sad. Again, in a continuation of the loosing, I couldn’t figure out what to say so I just kept saying sorry.. but that seemed to bounce off or something..

Overall, a pretty bad day. I noticed that I can loose at just about everything if I don’t try at all, which is not something I want to do. But there are some people that just annoy me to the point I don’t want to bother fighting with them, tricky paradox indead.

Oh yeah, it didn’t help that I had a huge english project on Othello due Friday, but I got that done.

One thing that makes me happy is knowing that I’ve can always talk to you about however I feel and stuff. Sometimes I can’t explain it very well, but I’m glad you listen. Thanks again.

Ok, breakfast time… I hope it’s something yummy but I’d bet on oatmeal and poptart. I wish mom would let me get my own food sometimes