Brian's World

3 Months

I’m mad I didn’t start blogging 3 months earlier than I did. I started this blog in December of 2005, and I would really be interested in reading some posts from myself back in September-November of 2005. They would contain some pretty helpful things I’m sure, blogs describing emotions I don’t commonly experience but would be good references and tools for analysis. If I can review the past where fundamental beliefs where formed, I can certainly come to better conclusions about those fundamentals currently.

Darn, I have a virus. I’m not sure where I got it, but I’m pretty sure it was a bad file. I’m going to hunt for it to remove it, but worst comes to worst I reformat my desktop. My setup is good for this, keeping all my data on the external drives. Program Files could be a pain to reinstall, but I have all the common ones easily accessible. I’ll keep you posted.

Back on track, if there is a track. Well off track, I’m most definately developing a quote system, yes its been done 100 times before, but I like some quotes, and I’d like an effective way of delivering them to viewers on all my sites.

Now for the track, the track I’m going to masquerade so its nearly impossible to understand. If I was a fruit I wouldn’t be anything tasty. I think I wouldn’t even make a good oatmeal, food probably isn’t something I should compare myself to but its very easy to see how others fit so clearly into the Big Y costumes of summer. I also wouldn’t call myself a basket either, I can’t catch anything that well. I make a better ground, the underlying base that everyone just takes for granted. You don’t recognize the ground is there until there is a hole in it, or its not there. Why? Because we’ve been accustom to the ground since birth, its what we learn to walk on. Its always been there for us, usually when we don’t notice it. You can decorate the ground by planting it, covering it, pouring concrete on it, but regardless its there. No, I’m not comparing myself to the earth you idiot.

Usually I talk about how there is something wrong with me, and I’m ok with that. And this blog will be no different, but I’m insisting that I’m ok with it; not just telling. I have an idea I need to develop, but its similiar to an idea that took me several months of not doing very much to perfect and get ready, it will be hard to create it in a few months while I’m busy with schooling and other activities. I guess its good tho, that I can probably find some time to do this because I dunno; its one of the larger holes in the ground. I’ll most likely patch it with a large bump or some seemingly unsightly mark, but we’ll try to avoid that by employing a dash of cool.

Why do people eat bananas? It is because of their nutrition? Their taste? Their bright yellow colour? I’m not really sure, but I would bet it is a combination of factors. Nutrition is probably low on the list. No one likes food because its healthy, thats why we have McDonalds and Burger Kings. Color and taste might have more to do with it. Me, I’ve never had a banana, so I couldn’t tell you what it tastes like but most fruit is sweetish and moderately pleasant. The bright yellow colour certainly helps, people eat things that look good. Thats why most people don’t eat oatmeal, but lots of people eat apples, steak, turkey, candy, etc. I will say chocolate doesn’t fit in this category, but I have nothing more to say about this.

I shall head to bead. All problems addressed, the world is right again.

Not really, if only.