I made another fairly large messup today and I’m rather made at myself for it. Today I had to return the cans and bottles to get the money back because recycling is cool, and free money is cool too, even tho it only comes in nickels.
But ok, I noticed that Katie had left her sunglasses so I figured I would be nice and return them. For some reason, I decided the best way to handle it was to leave her sunglasses on the car.. why? I don;t know.. it must have been my stupid part of my brain thinking at the moment. I should have asked her if she wanted to go for a walk or out to get some food or just given them too her at the door or something… grr.. if i went back in time I would have done it much differently. Given, I had a decent amount of HW left; I know I could have spaired at least an hour to chill with her. I’m just dumb like that, I tend to think of the right thing to do after I’ve already done the wrong thing or the moment has already passed. Yupp, another messup for me today. I better add that to the list. Because idk, i feel bad that she was bored inside all day. Now that I can drive it’s substantially easier to get together and such. I know that summer is coming which means she’ll be off doing her thing so I won’t get to see her as much, but she has fun… and seeing her (or just knowing) she’s happy is what truely counts. And today, I passed up an opportunity to make her happy; which is something i don’t feel good about passing up